well well an abandoned site.. it has been months since the last entry.. haha just cant be asked to update.. >:)

a brief summary of a self-reflection( whatever it's called) on my f4 2nd term exam
chinese: i can tell that i am going to get a 4th quarter on paper 1 and I DONT CARE. i just dont care anymore i hate chinese >:(
english: really hate this kind of paper.. i prefer language-based questions rather than those nonsense logic-based ones
maths: hmm mchan is going to ps me ..
econ: didnt even know what i was answering
commerce: i didnt do well in the long question part but i dont care i have tried my best >:)
physics: a mystery. i made stupid mistakes in the easier (relatively) questions and i dont expect anything from the difficult ones. i will PRAISE THE LORD if i pass physics(which is not going to happen). this is pathetic cos i like this subject
chemistry: ........ speechless.. i hate myself for being so careless..
biology: well never interested in bio and i hope my mom isnt expecting an A because i didnt even do well enough to get a B.
in conclusion.. i am dead. i really am. i am completely fine with the fact that i am going to fail in a few subjects but  i hate letting my parents down. argh this sucks. : (

anyway...always heaing around these few days.. just dont want to go out cos it's bloody hot and stuffy out there and not to mention mosquitoes (sp?) and BUTTERFLIES everywhere. well the most meaningful thing that i did in these few days is i have tidied up my room (mostly.XD) gosh i am so proud of myself and my parents are amazed.XD and i get puffy eyes cos i get eight hours of sleep everyday.xD

oh well dont want to get back my papers..wish me luck on wed..

   
..我.很.討.厭.中.文.      gosh.

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well well well i have completely ignored this site..XD

it's march already and i am still in a holiday mood. great.. in these days i play games and watch tv when i should be doing homework and revising.. i go to bed at 12 (that's kind of early compared to selina.xD) even when i dont have revision or hw to do. and i feel sleepy during lessons nearly everday. well that explains my ugly term grades.   i think i am starting to 'rely' on coffee and milk tea to keep me awake during lessons, esp those in the afternoon.. this is pathetic and i hope to get rid of this habit as soon as possible!

anyway.. suddenly really miss the puppy, that i used to have seven years ago, when i was reading polo's xanga.. Brownie is living with my aunt now. it's a mini yorkshire terria (spelling?).. it may not be the cutest and the most well-behaved puppy in the world but it was one of my dearest pets.. actually i dont think brownie really liked me cos it didnt show much affection when it saw me.. and that's sad.

i am starting to understand why my mom thinks i am not a 'normal fifteen year old girl'. well i dont like to watch taiwan tv series and i am not interested in taiwan pop stars (and many other stuff, not going to mention here >:) ), but all these dont make me an 'abnormal' girl lol.. really hate it when she compares me to some revotingly girlish daughters of her friends..like, these girls are so narcisistic that i sympathize them with my 'true heart' and my mother wants me to be like them??  well, actually to some extent what she argues is true..XD but i still beleive that i am normal, both physically and mentally. >:)

lalalala..here is my latest to-do/wants list:
-go to AIA carnival!!!!!!!
-TIDY UP MY ROOM ( i strongly wish that one day there will be a gizmo that could swiftly tidy my stuff)
-have at lest 15 minutes of excercise everyday
-read more chinese books and be more ineterested in chinese  (ok the latter one is obviously a wish)
-sleep early
-pay more attention to financial news (mrs vchan asks her students to do so.. well i will try.xD)
-download 花样男子II and gundam and maybe naruto : ) i promise i wont watch these all at once.. >:)
-stop 'fishing' during lessons and tutorial classes
-i really wish that my cell phone could work PROPERLY cos i really like it.. : (
and that's it. : )

somehow i am really looking forward to the opening of H&M. you know you can always find something nice and trendy with fine qualities and good prices in these top shops..just cant wait.XD


um.. this is an entry full of my silly deep thoughts and grammar mistakes. :]